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Last Made First
1 Samuel 1:1-20
1 Samuel 2:1-10 (The Song of Hannah)
I recently read a story about a psychologist asked to visit a refugee camp of Rwandans in Tanzania after the Rwandan massacres in the early 1990s. “The women of that camp, though safe from the slaughter, were not sleeping. During her visit to the refugees, the psychologist learned that the women, who had witnessed the murder of family and friends, had been told by camp officials not to speak of such atrocities in the camp…the memories of the carnage haunted them, and they could not sleep. The psychologist decided that in response to this situation she would set up a story tree: a safe place for the women to speak out of their experiences. Every morning she went out to the edge of the camp and waited under the canopy of a huge shade tree. The first day no one came. On the second day one woman appeared, told her story, and left. Another showed up the following day, then another and another. Within the span of a few days, scores of women were gathering under the tree each morning to listen and to share their tales of loss, fear and death. Finally, after weeks of listening, the psychologist knew that the story tree was working (and healing)…the women in the camp were now sleeping.” (1) Peace had come to the women as their stories were shared and they found hope together through community and love. Voicing the truth set them free.
The books of Samuel mark the beginning of a switch from the rule of the judges to the anointing of the kings of Israel. At the end of the book of Judges all is chaos and despair. One tribe is almost annihilated. The people can’t hear God’s will, and they are tired of waiting, so they substitute their own. The sons of Eli, the high priest at the most important temple with the ark of the covenant, are morally bankrupt. They serve themselves much more often than God or neighbor. “God begins Israel’s transformation in this time of crisis not with great men and events, but with the distress of a barren woman. Such a beginning reminds us of the unlikely paths God’s grace often takes, and it signals to us that the coming kingdom is to be understood as the gift of divine grace.” (2)
The camp officials in Tanzania had tried to put a Band-Aid on the women’s pain believing silence was better than working through the pain that comes with truth. They were wrong. Pretending the atrocities they witnessed didn’t happen just created more stress and isolation for the women. Refugees need to share their story so they can begin to heal. That was why Hannah was at the temple. She had no one to voice her painful story to. Elkanah didn’t understand Hannah’s grief; he had children by another wife! He couldn’t know the depths of Hannah’s barrenness. Elkanah surely loved Hannah and gave her preferential treatment but his love couldn’t fill the void that consumed her!
Hannah knew where she needed to go to find solace. Year after year they all went to Shiloh on a pilgrimage to give thanks to God for life. But this year it was not enough for Elkanah give the usual sacrifice to God for her. Hannah needed an audience with God so she could bare her soul and give over her wounds. “I am a woman deeply troubled,” she told God out of her distress as she wept bitterly. You’d think the temple, like the refugee camp, would be a place where someone in distress can speak freely. But Eli the priest is overwhelmed by the way Hannah prays before God and calls her drunk. She has to explain, “I have been pouring out my soul before the Lord…I have been speaking out of my great anxiety and vexation all this time.”
Here is where the story really gets into the paradox of living by faith. We know that the void for Hannah is her barrenness; she is desperate for a child. Yet peace comes to her before any change in her fertility. Having been heard by God and priest and having been promised peace, she went and ate and drank and “her countenance was sad no longer!” Was it Eli’s words, “Go in peace,” or laying her burden before God in the temple that gave her peace in her barrenness? We don’t know the moment Hannah’s countenance changed—only that God gave her new life that day.
Like the Rwandan women who found solace in an audience they could share the truth with, Hannah finds solace in God. “The books of Samuel begin with a salvation story. New life comes out of barrenness. Hope rises from hopelessness. Despair is transformed into thanksgiving and praise….By trusting her plight to God, Hannah claimed the new future God can make possible to those in…hopeless circumstances.” (3) We glimpse the last made first—God’s promise to overturn what is wrong and set it right. We inherit from Hannah, whose name means grace, a faith that allows us to be heard and blessed, and transformed to new life. Stories of the last made first, of hope in God despite one’s situation, sustain our faith.
“God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in times of trouble,” sang the psalmist. "Do not be afraid. I am with you. I will help you," God has promised. One of my professors, Dr. Patrick Miller, wrote, “Such words pervade the Bible, which is full of stories of people who have heard and trusted such news, and thereby have turned from fear and sadness and anxiety to joy and exultation!” (4)
When we “pass the peace” to one another we often forget the holy significance of what we are engaging in. Christians have shared the peace of Christ with one another during times of great suffering and stress. When we take the hand of another person and say, “The peace of Christ be with you.” And they respond, “And also with you,” we are offering our testimony to God’s peace through Christ available now and showing our hope for all things to come. Good morning won’t cut it. Even a hearty “welcome” falls flat on its face in comparison. No, we need to share “the peace of Christ” with one another! We need Christ’s peace to live fully and to take our place in sharing good news!
Hannah’s story became Israel’s over time. Just as the women who gathered to tell their stories at the story tree were healed by the sharing of their common experiences, Hannah’s new future becomes a new future for Israel. Her story of reversal speaks to other lasts made first. She sings about them in her psalm: lowly made exalted, hungry made full, poor made rich, weakness made strong! “For not by might does one prevail,” but by through the transforming power of God’s grace.
Grace transforms our future by addressing the forms of hopelessness and pain that we face. Dr. Miller also said, “What blossoms and flourishes in the New Testament proclamation of the gospel is anticipated in the Old Testament's proclamation of the goodness and steadfast love of God. Our song of praise to God celebrates human impossibilities that become God's possibilities. The praises of Israel bore witness to transformations too wonderful for any human capability to bring off. In a world that assumes the status is quo, that things have to be the way they are and that we must not assume too much about improving them, the (songs of praise) of God's people are fundamental indicators that wonders have not ceased, that possibilities not yet dreamt of will happen, and that hope is an authentic stance. All this is ridiculous, of course, unless one has seen the wonders of God in the past: the overthrow of the mighty and the setting free of an oppressed people, the gift of life in the face of death, new life where there was barrenness.” (5)
Amen
Beth E. Godfrey - November 19, 2006
Central Presbyterian Church, Geneseo, New York
1. Herbert Anderson and Edward Foley, Mighty Stories, Dangerous Rituals: Weaving Together the Human and the Divine (Jossey-Bass: San Francisco, 1998), 3.
2. The New Interpreter’s Bible: A Commentary in Twelve Volumes (Abingdon Press: Nashville, 1998) 970. .
3. Ibid, 977
4. “In Praise and Thanksgiving,” Patrick D. Miller, Jr., Princeton Theological School. Theology Today, 1988.
5. Ibid
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